lady rain

lady rain was here again,
she came, she wept, she left.

we welcomed her with open arms,
while out of towners wept.

but goodbye for now lady rain,
see you next blue moon.

see you months down the road
never a minute too soon.

feed the birds, toppins a bag

duck, duck, goose

Autumn: Arizona Style

A glimmer of hope (in 2002)

THE YOU, THE ME

A nebulous wonderland of hope not enough recognized as an answer to the squaller down here where the general consensus steers as if they knew the way to go for little old me and the way I should grow Grow UP not DOWN is where it's all going where the poor minds decide without even knowing. Tell me, how will I pull through this? bypass these minds programmed into oblivion? oblivious to themselves the within the intuitive is where we all begin. Go BACK, GO BACK to your instincts go BACK to when it was second nature to think without accord without judgements and opinions stored...

Stuck in the Middle ( in 2002 )

Fat Sad Falling shortly into the great abyss of the middle I drown my sorrows in the bottom of a wine glass with a shot of vodka cause wine isn't enough for this world handling the cold I've got the chills this lack of frills feeling idle somewhere in the middle not low enough to change not high enough to see the next step cause the middle is the middle stuck inbetween is worse than even what it seems cause the comfort cradles me and the support makes me be okay but I'm not okay when today feels the same like I rolled a pair of dice to move and where i landed is from where i came expect I want to take off I want to see myself off wave while I'm flying to the sky cause dying is not far off dying can be anytime there's always time but idley waiting is not using what I have what I could be creating but I keep running for the door always wanting out always looking toward the clouds...

Alone (in 2002)

Alone Alone Alone Alone I cleanse I cleanse this unease this need to please is this all I'm made of? Is this all I'm here for? There's so much more There's so much more I'm so ANGRY. The two faced all around me. These faces all around me who are you? Who am I? I'm so ANGRY I hate all the hate I hate all the hate 2 faced 2 faced 2 faced conquering the WORLD Empty Empty Empty MOney MOney Money The clothes on your back.. FUck it! Fuck it! I was made to care. CARE about it. IT! I feel conquered by it. Fuck it. I'm so scared. I'm so scared. Compromising everything I am. Nore MORE this. No more THis.

what can brown do for you?

valley moms gone wild

it's 3am. do you know your babies are running around in their diapers taking pictures of you? ~~~~~~~


~~~~~ nuthin' to wine about .... for now ~~~~~



~~~~~~ photos by aspen ~~~~~~~